Hi Im 15. Usa. I am a girl who gets mistreated for literally everything, for hanging out with the wrong friends, wearing crop tops and just being my self.I get judged. LIES. LOVE. ALL GET ME INTO SHIT. Are girls just annoyed at me for nothing? Or have i done something? The only place people dont notice is your ribs and stomach, thats where the action all used to happen. I used to believe in my self. Now i just believe everything everyone says. Slut. Bitch. Dumb. Whore. Ugly. When people say it over and over again you begin to believe it. and then it starts happening.. I fell ugly.I felly stupid.I fell Worthless. I fell like no one cares for me. I want to have friends, so i act different, if i let all my emotions out. i would be crying 24/7 and telling all my secrets and whats hard. i wish apon a star that i will find someone i can tell, so i dont do something i will regret. My familly is fucked up. I hate my dad hes a total druggy who doesnt care about me and left my mum. My mum just has me and i make it so hard for her and i know it.
i wish my dad would go die. he makes my life a living hell. i cry at least on night each week. just because i hate my life. and how hes in it. and with school and friends. boys. like fucking dicks. Every guy i have gone out with has reminded me of my dad. The love me.. then they would rather be with out me and leave me. I could be homeless right now. no where to go. No where to call my own. My grandma has helped me and my mum out heaps. But there are memorie makes me sick, i would explain it for you. But this is a brief description of my life.
I want to move away from people i despise and loth. exspecialy my Dad.